I'm taking time out for reflecting I'm going one on one with who I'd like to be I'm leaning towards the sun Watching flowers blossom all around me I tried wailin' to a wall Standin' like porcelain, mumblin', Salt water rollin' down side burns, Searchin' for the answers, handling the truth Seein' it for myself is the only way Forget a winner, stop being a sinner first Ruining your liver, smoking cigarettes and worse Love is a killer, the leading cause of suicide How to survive a day in the life of times I'll rock the vote not to hear you Tell me that I'm watching too much T.V. Then I'll hope that I can win with the lazy bones I'm livin' in It's not my fault I wasn't chosen I was focused in the open I deserve so much better than this I'm shooting airballs from the free-throw line I'm batting lefty when I know that I'm alright I'm reaching out for the sun Being passed by shooting stars overnight I been livin' with a small inner child Antsy, I can't sit still for a minute My shortage of concentration ruins meditation And my motivation ain't shit I need a way My tolerance ain't what it used to be Dollars make sense sellin' out for a fee If I didn't have faith, could you still save me? How to survive the lines we hate to lead I'll rock the vote not to hear you Tell me that I'm watching too much T.V. Then I'll hope that I can win with the lazy bones I'm livin' in It's not my fault I wasn't chosen I was focused in the open I deserve so much better than this Fuck the future I'm in the present plague Can't be a loser, my girl won't stay I don't know computers, I was sick that day How to survive the mines we chose to lay