Wasted time, wasted breath, and for what there's nothing left My pillow's crisp, the tears have dried, her selfish ways, my bloodshot eyes. I used to wake up everyday and hear her voice, but now waking up isn't the preferred choice Holding back the anger and giving up my pride I wish I could have seen what she would do with her lies Clinging on to sanity but crossing the lines a new day awaits, for my fake smile A whole new day, a fresh new start forget it ever happened forget things fell apart But now that she's not in my life every little thing I see has lost it's shine The countless hours I spent trying to please her, would the time have been wasted had this not occured Holding back the anger and giving up my pride staring at her picture with a tear in my eyes It's difficult to hold back all these feelings I hide taking in deep breaths I'm too numb inside Holding back the anger and giving up my pride staring at her picture with a tear in my eyes It's difficult to hold back all these feelings I hide taking in deep breaths I'm too numb inside