i guess it's been a year or two or three i let myself forget who i'm supposed to be lived for myself no matter what was said or done didn't give a fuck if i offended everyone another day still living in the gutter i never doubt i'm better than the others my actions prove me wrong every fucking day just watch me contradict every word i say i can't kick these drugs they're still kicking me if i could leave it behind who the fuck would i be defined myself for years by the rules i broke another drink and i'll forget if i can't remember how can i regret another pill and i'll forget if i can't remember how can i regret another bundle and i'll forget if i can't remember how can i regret