I'm sittin' on a citadel Contemplating life Making a point to waste my time I'm walking on clouds Of white What if I fall What if I don't What if I never make it home What if I bleed What if I break And I find that I can't take The city below the citadel Holding my own hand? Sittin' alone And I'm breakin' on the balcony Breakin' window panes I'm killing the pain of broken hearts I'm walkin' on clouds I'm walkin' on stars What if I fall What if I don't What if I never make it home What if I bleed What if I break And I find that I can't take The city below the citadel Holding my own hand? Holdin' on to something That's keepin'me from jumpin' So afraid to go in alone Holding up this fortress With imaginary forces Longing for a life down below What if I fall What if I don't What if I never make it home What if I bleed What if I break And I find that I can't take The city below the citadel Holding my own hand? The city below the citadel Holding my own hand? The city below the citadel Holding mine.