You´re drowning in your hopelessness Don´t know if you´re live or dead You life has become such a mess Deathwish is all that´s in your head A feeling of hopeless despair Enfolds you for no reason Your body imprisons your soul Death will lead you to freedom Your habits force you to leave home You´re getting drunk and taking drugs And life is harder on your own Staying out late and sleeping rough Staring into space in a daze Against the wall, you try to stand Choking lungs and eyes so glazed Ashen face an trembling hands The paranioa makes you blind Tearfull eyes full of remorse The clouds descent around your mind You´ve got your wish, a walking corpse