I have never seen this coming. I have never climbed so high. I have never thought this could be the crossroads of my life. I have never seen the choices, I have never soared the sky. I have always thought I am living just to stay alive. I let myself fall that night, to be carried by the sound. I let it all just happen, without restraint or bound. I was afloat in the night, and it was the only route. I could not hear my thinking, the din was drowning it all out. I went further and further, the music swallowed me whole. I had to push more and more, to know how deep I could fall. I felt my grip slip away, and my time was running out. there would be but one instant, for me to vanquish my doubt. how long since I slept? how long since I ate? how long since I felt? how long since I cared? I have never heard the voices, they have never made me cry. I have never thought this would be the crossroads of my life. I have never seen the choices, I have never soared the sky. I have always thought I am living just to stay alive. I have never seen this coming. I have never climbed so high. I have never thought this could be the crossroads of my life.