It was getting closer Scraping my thoughts Never meant to fall that down Scraping into myself Wasn't meant to be a part of me but still You always touch me You always find me Where the hell could I hide from you Raping my memories Raping what I am doing with devotion Raping my damn memories Raping what I am with such a devotion Don't play your dirty tricks on me I'll find the key of that cage you placed me in Don't play tricks on me now I never meant to be this way I could not run away I won't let you dig inside myself any longer Surrounded in every corners Dragging me down in paranoia you left me Emotional nothingness remains there Then nothing more i can feel stuck here with my self I never meant to be this way I could not run away Dragging me down Can anything happen then in this suffering you left me I'm stuck here Don't come around anymore I got the key to make you go away But I got the key to hold you inside of me Hold you inside of me Can anything happen then in this suffering you left me I'm stuck here Don't come around anymore I got the key to make you go away But I got the key to hold you inside of me You always touch me You always find me I never meant to fall that down I never meant to be this way I could not run away It was getting closer I never meant to be this way