Chorus: L: iz 4 da liarz dat had surrounded me I: insecurity, ma head down in these streetz F: ma future; there isn’t one E: ternal hope, n dizz iz ma life I wake up every day 2 da same old fosta motha I ain’t got no picturez ov ma moda She wuz a crack fiend, nothin like Pac-motha She didn’t make a difference Even doe she coulda MOMMA SHAME, shame on ma life Papa tried 2 sell me twice On the stop by Look in ma eyez, bagz frm da tears dat I cried N da people who lied Tellin me dat dizz wuz ma place Phony tried 2 smile in ma face But I shoulda knew sumthin wuz real Smile when she open da mail Kept a nice mink on her back Meanwhile I got a goose n ma goosez got patchez I’m so mad, dizz iz me I’m so hurt, dizz iz me So y should it b But I’m a b r rite Chorus: L: iz 4 da liarz dat had surrounded me I: insecurity, ma head down in these streetz F: ma future; there isn’t one E: ternal hope, n dizz iz ma life I’m pregnant by a dude n he’z not 16 But, I like hiz style, hiz whip is mean Momma told me 2 find a man 2 take care ov me N he doez buy me thang but he beatz on me I come 2 her fo' a lil advice She toldz her sumthang’z up wid a black eye, Tellin me 2 kno ma place So, I stay, w8 4 ma body phase Tellin mice ellf dat it’z juz a pregnancy phase When all, in reality I’m bein discouraged n disrespected n unda depression N I dun really blame da man I blame ma motha 4 not teachin me da different typez ov man Life neva understood itz stand Ma side ov da story bein dat it'z so consistent 18 yearz n 9 monthz developin, raisin in prison I guess I'll neva make a difference Chorus: L: iz 4 da liarz dat had surrounded me I: insecurity, ma head down in these streetz F: ma future; there isn’t one E: ternal hope, n dizz iz ma life On, on frm a nottin to orphanz, da least ov ma problemz Appearz like déjà vu, stomach iz starvin Free lunch, breakfast, evenly I departed So ashamed ov a life dat wuz started I ask God if He could take da pain away He made me in denial ov every word I pray Every day it'z da same old no talent I’m feelin like ma life iz unbalanced No tellin wot 2morrow gonna look like, yeah rite Wrapped up in a fast light 4 suicide act Y iz ma life set up 4 failure ya'll I can care less wot the people say 2 ya'll We break out in rage, ventin all da hurt inside Who am I 2 tell u wot u failed 2 realize Da voice dat cha hold within u, da voice dat ya r, da voice ov da young people Chorus: L: iz 4 da liarz dat had surrounded me I: insecurity, ma head down in these streetz F: ma future; there isn’t one E: ternal hope, n dizz iz ma life e