Looking back, the things you said Seems i cannot recognize myself All I can do is stare at the door I can't remember who I was before 30 days and nights I'm finally clean Down in a hole, broke and scared to be I shut you out and yet you stood by me I should've never said I'm strong and easy New morning the same old headache I'll never learn to play along I was looking for an easy way out One look at you, I said, "damn those eyes" Your moral values don't cover my reasons Take my hand, don't want to crash and burn Those reasons never opened up to me And I don't even know why I'm here Chorus