i have a mind trap set that's ready to act and start digging down the hole to make me pure, slim obscessively clean craving on something disguised sins of control inside of it all i'll do it again my body will look just like me inside of it all i'm soaked in shame this is all the hope that i can see i found a reason to be where no one could see bending misery inside me a better cure, a dream perfectly thin misleading the suffering within the skin and i tried and again, self betrayed i'm not taking it back until i shape out what's left i refrain, and abstaine unsustained by a dress full of stains of obcess for myself and again, untamed the perfection reclaimed i'm reflectively insane and again i refrain not a doubt or complain about the shadow of shame, inside it's never enough i did it again