I keep on waiting to find myself I keep on running towards the sun I guess I want everything under the blue sky and I wanna laugh 'til I cry again I want to feel all the pain and all the joy for the first time again 'cause I'm alive and I'm not waiting I love it here but I'm not staying Because it hurts too much to watch it all slip away I'm standing here in your eyes all the things I can't say I don't want to lose myself so I've just got to start again it's such a big world out there that I'm not waiting I go to sleep in an empty room I walk alone on the beach at the edge of the sea the water so cold but it wont stop me and I'll lose everything I have and as it washes away I feel my heart start to beat again 'cause I'm alive and I'm not waiting I love it here but I'm not staying Because it hurts too much to watch it all slip away I'm standing here in your eyes all the things I can't say and I don't want to lose myself so I just got to start again it's such a big world out that that I'm not waiting oh ohh it's such a big world out there and I'm not waiting and I I I would never blame you for walking away from me so just please 'cause I'm alive and I'm not waiting I love it here but I'm not staying Because it hurts too much to watch it all slip away I am standing here in your eyes all the things I can't say and I don't want to lose myself so I've just got to start again it's such a big world out there and I'm not waiting it's such a big world out there and I'm not mmm it's such a big world out there and I'm not waiting