1. I got to know that your heart beats fast and I got to know I'm the only one for you. What have I become? I'm a f*cking monster! When all I wanted was something beautiful. My love too much Your love not enough My love too much Your love.. CHORUS Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side. Oh, how it aches and it aches You make me wanna die I gotta kill you, my love I gotta kill you, my love Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side 2. You said forever Now you look right through me You said forever Did your words fall short like you What have I done? I'm a f*cking monster When all I wanted was something beautiful My love too much Your love not enough My love too much Your love.. CHORUS Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side Oh, how it aches and it aches You make me wanna die I gotta kill you, my love I gotta kill you, my love Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side My love too much Your love not enough My love too much Your love