I was so much an outcast

No one ever liked me cause I wasn't wanted

I was so different from the rest of them all

Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed

And I never got no sleep

Cause I kept on trippin' over what they said

And everything that my mom said made me mad

And everything that my dad said made me sad



Why am I even trying?

I'm crying out, I'm crying out

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out



You keep shootin' those glances

Relating to the rawness, I'm a fuckin' lost kid

Trying so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me

You keep trippin' on everything I wear, every time I swear

Even when it comes to my hair

It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind

I'm not a dope pullin' your life



Why am I even trying?

I'm crying out, I'm crying out

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

Draw me down, breaking down

I've hit the ground

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out



Your dreamy dreads

Are you still tripping on me?

You're drinking dread

Are you still tripping on me?

Now do you drift?

Are you still tripping on me?

Now do you drift?

Why are you tripping on me?



I was so much an outcast

Find a way to make it right

I was so much an outcast

I can't seem to find a way to make it right

I was so much an outcast

No ever liked me

I can't find a way to make it right

I was so much an outcast

I can't seem to find a way to make it right



Why am I even trying?

I'm crying out, I'm crying out

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

Draw me down, breaking down

I've hit the ground

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

I'm crying out, I'm crying out, I'm crying out, freaking out

Draw me down, breaking down

I've hit the ground

I cannot seem to keep from freaking out