I just cannot cope with it anymore Something is missing My old faith is dead I know you want some more force-fed hatred And I'm gonna fill you up with a kiss I found my redemption I'm OD'd and there is no more entertainment And now the scene is so utterly dead I failed You won My sin was pride Excuse me my friends I have to cast all aside I have to clean up Face the serpent's eyes My life has been so fuckin deadly fake Guess it is a fine day to bow out with grace And at least angels are fading away Suicide religion "And I hate myself, you know I hate you all" Some time ago I'd have to write this down Guess we know it all along The light was shining in darkness And darkness couldn't seize it The light is shut in darkness It's the shining The shining Je ne suis pas des vôtres Et ce monde n'est pas mien Reste l'ennui, reste l'orage Reste la fraîcheur du soir Et le droit éternel de rester immobile Dans le temps suspendu I don't want to hold this cross anymore I'm bored to death I'm abused and confused And I guess that's how you want me to feel Shall save my soul and leave it all behind